Adoption Thoughts

We are scheduled to leave for a weekend in Houston tomorrow. We, as in my dear husband and myself, without children. I am usually shouting it from the rooftops by now! (I love getaways like this.) But the reason for this trip, a required seminar with our adoption agency, has got my emotions all in a jumble.

I want to be attending this required adoptive parents’ seminar with the firm knowledge that they will be placing a child with us between now and June 14.

But I cannot know that.

They cannot know that.

It may not happen.

And I am struggling … ):